i'll never have a childhood because of you

Based on a dream wherein some entity/monster had a bounty on my life and kept growing and growing until I couldn't escape it and in my anger I became Applebloom, and Applebloom was full of primal rage and was shouting at the top of my lungs

I feel like Applebloom would have a lot to scream about, or maybe to perform angry beat poetry on the weekends about. I wonder what it could mean to her